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| My little E at about 14 or 15 weeks :) |
I've had a lot of alone time to think about stuff and that includes everything that bothers me. I have had a fairly easy pregnancy; mostly pain free until a few weeks ago. Even though I've had a pretty wonderful pregnancy I can't wait for it to be over. I know I'll miss not feeling her in my belly anymore; her little jabs in my side with her tiny feet that tickle, her rolling around, and the hiccups!
Things I won't miss include; my constantly numb
and pained hand from pregnancy induced carpal tunnel (SO annoying. I never thought I would get it), feeling the
round ligament pain while tossing and turning because side sleeping sucks, getting
extremely out of breath from doing the smallest things (I literally had to take
a break after straightening my bed up), and wearing maternity clothes (I had a dream I wore a normal sweatshirt again and it was soo nice), feeling like throwing up after eating just a little too much :( (I actually feel like that right now after having two pieces of pizza!).
I know I'm lucky to have even made it this
far in my pregnancy and now I'm about to meet my little one. I think just
knowing that I get to meet her soon is what is really making me want this
pregnancy to end. I have so many questions about her! What will she look like?
Will she have my thick, curly, brown hair and brown eyes or my husband’s stick
straight, thin, red/strawberry blonde hair and blue eyes (were blue when he was
a baby now they look green/grey). Will she get my nose or my husband's nose
(please say mine! ;) ) How tall will she be? I'm 5'10" and my husband is
6'4". Will she be a chubby baby? I weighed over 9 lbs at birth and my husband
weighed over 8.5 lbs. (I really really hope not!!)
Ah I hope this doesn't offend anyone because I really am SO thankful for this pregnancy and this baby and we can't wait to meet her. I'm even willing to go to 42 weeks with her (I'm 39 weeks tomorrow!). Maybe it's because I'm alone now and I have more time to think about stuff. I was living with my family throughout most of my husband's deployment but as it started to end it was time for me to move back. Being alone at the end of your pregnancy is incredibly hard; I'm so so thankful that I have our two dogs with me or I would be completely miserable waiting this pregnancy and deployment out. (I'm SO thankful that this deployment is coming to an end!)
Soo... sorry for ranting. What did you do at the end of your pregnancy to waste time? I've already packed my bags, washed all of her tiniest clothes, made her bed, fixed her pack'n'play up beside our bed, and prepped all of her cloth diapers! Her room is almost completely done but it needs to be painted before we can hang anything up to finish it off. I guess for now I'll just fill my days with Netflix and Amazon prime instant streaming (which I've found to be pretty awesome) and looking up ideas on Pinterest that I'll pretend I'll get done before E's born ;)
